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Welcome Back Trot-ter ?

Hey all of you,

Thanks for sticking around you lovely people. All 28 of you waited faithfully in the darkness.

I’m not really sure if i want to pick this up again. Tumblr does created a sense of Posting-Mania for me and i’d like to keep it edited this time.

So, More to the point. I’d like to refocus my entire Tumblr towards Skincare, Beauty and Wellness. I promise this will not resemble any Allure or Sephora-esqe product push ( although if something is awesome i will totally let you know) but will talk about more about creating a lifestyle of wellness and beauty.

Please leave some comments, ideas or tell me to STFU.

love to all

TROT

we call them killer whales

neko case’s new ones are growing on me. despite the natalie merchant-ness

for personal clarification, yes.

i began my day semi-hopeful. i hoped for a “yes.” upon receipt of an indifferent “meh,” i felt blue. it seemed once again that hope had charmed it’s way into my sensibilities despite my alert, capable and rational mind. but hope feels good like going as high as you can on a swing. buoyant and nauseating simultaneously. reality is good too. more like steak (which i rarely eat). bloody and filling.

the problem is not hope or reality really. the problem is me and hoping that an unavailable disaffected person will start to give a shit because i am nice or funny, or whatever enough.

i forget. it doesn’t happen that way. never will, never does.

so, after a long beer-filled and lazy lunch, i have regained my senses. hope tastes great but is less filling.

xxoo
trot